.:. things .:.

So many things have been spilt tonight
so much information has been told tonight
and my feelings are still hopeless and my thoughts
are still blank, and only you know how im feeling
today... everyday... and maybe its an addiction,
and maybe its a pleauge... but the way i feel
when im done is nothing less than a 2 min
high... and baby you know why, but i love you
and i know youre there and you want to help me
but i want you to know that you cant just be
a super hero and save me...

i  love you andrew... u do help a lot hunn....
just please try and help me with this please!

xXx-dee-xXx

well... ok yeah ive turned into a major asshole
lately... not my fault. so much shit goin on and
so many feelings what is a girl to do? ok
no one really understands... no one will, because
no matter how many times they say "tell me whats wrong"
or "im here to listen" or "how can i help?"
they dont really want to... they are sayin to themselves
"omg stfu why dose she complain so effin` much!?"
so why do i even bother... cuz you dont see the fact
of what im tellin you... Im spillin my heart out to you... how i feel
about you... and all you can see is a girl...
and her stupid "CRUSH"
So andrew i give up.
i know ive been actin kinda different and im sorry.
i honestly dont mean too... But
now im just pushin you away from me, making it so you
dont want to talk to me anymore... and
i hate it. Cuz i love you lots. Im sorry
i just need to get everything straight!
so that way i wouldnt be so fuckin fucked up.
Please 4 give me...

xxx-Dee-xxx

Confuzzed

ok well my last blog entry is yeah...
well.. idk im madd confuzzed. idk anymore.
ive been thinkin about it a lot and i feel like its
time for me to let certin people go.
I think i need to learn not to talk soo much
keep more to myself. Because everytime I share
how i feel it always seems to back fire on me...
idk...im just confuzed. <3 ya.

xXx-darcie-xXx

yeah well imma start writtin in here again...
im in love with one of my good friends... and idk...
i think things just got weird gor him. he told me he has
feelings for me too... but idk...
GRRR... i hate feelings... they hurt so bad!

I LOVE YOU ANDREW!!!!!

--dee--

Heyyy!!!
werd up!
yo i have a new xanga page my new xanga name is
mightymouse510
hit me up there thanks.

i have a myspace 2 the link to it is below.

http://www.myspace.com/twistedtemptaion

XoX--Dee--XoX